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November 8,2008 - Late Update
-- I started dating Matt (Oct 4th)Okay thats my relationship milestones in a nutshell. Nicole's party yesterday was fun! My cheeks ache from all the laughter. I think everyone will remember the part where i took all the stuffed animals I could grab a hold of and made them hump Matt's chest. haha! And it was nice to finally snuggle with him at the hotel at the end of the day. The weird thing was that he was snoring b/c he doesn't always do that. Oh and i remember when Nicole and Tivonne were figuring out the seatbelt in the back of Matt's car. Crazy back there! ROFL. Oh and I saw Dorothy at the mall. Really Awkward.
Confident
I noticed lately that my confident has really gotten better. I speak up more than I use to. I think having a boyfriend mentally help me outcome some of my shyness issues. But making friends is still a working progress. Today, I went to a study group and I got to know some people in my Biochem group. Thats progress to me. Anyways, I say "Hi" to people in class and on campus when I see someone familiar more than I use to in the past. I usually am silent and maybe look tired or unhappy. Somehow I developed confidence in myself. I talk more in a group in class. Just overall I speak my mind more.
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October 2,2008 - Cash Mon-ey!
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September 30,2008 - Aww, Are you offended? Deal with it!
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September 28,2008 - Crazy in love
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---------------------- August 2,2008 - Breaking Dawn
Ok so I wanted to put this sign up b/c I made it and I love it and going to spend some time reading "breaking dawn". Aww man I have to exercise....
---------------------- July 23,2008 - People read my stuff? Just found out Dorothy and Tivonne read my blog slash diary. I thought my webbie was going to sit here and rot. I only post stuff here when I have this weird urge to write something on my website. I wrote that last post without reading it over thinking no one really read this stuff. Who want to read a blog written by a grammar-less crazy person, right? Yeah I'm too lazy to read my own stuff over before posting it, but I just edited it today. Twilight/The Host rant: ---------------------- July 20,2008 - adayinalifeofalbert'sbigsister
Last Night, he talked about my major in nutrition and how my future career is going to benefit people in the future. And when I woke up today, I realized that my little bro is looking up to me. Mostly because he couldn't decide on a path to take in college. He's interested in being a photographer but he know it isn't financially stability kind of job. He looked up to me because I was committed to a career that made money and that made a real difference in people's life. I always thought he would turn out to be a business man or a career that requires math because he's a math wiz. Maybe an accountant. But he probably wants a more exciting job.
Anyway, I glad my brother's attitude change, I hope he stick with his girlfriend, Jenny, for a little longer. I would hate to see his heartbreak. And I fear him reverting back to he's grumpy state. I really like talking to him because we used to do that when we were in elementary school. We would talk non-stop across our room when we were kids at night. My dad would get so annoyed that we were talking so loud that he would bring out the whipping stick to scare us to sleep. LOL, good times.
Oh when he was little, he was a clinger, the days when he loved being around me. I remember I couldn't go to my friend's house for a sleepover or a birthday because my little brother hated to be alone. Once, I went to my 5th grade end-of-the-year sleepover at school. My mom told me my little brother cried all night because I wasn't there. Hehe funny little things he did as a baby. I really miss that.
You know what's weird about his girlfriend is that she has similar taste in music as me. We also gave the same comment about Albert's t-shirts. I swear Jenny could be a prettier version of me. But probably isn't true! We probably have differences, I just haven't really investigated yet.
As annoying, grumpy, spoiled as my little brother can be, I still love him and I was never sure if he could say that same to me. He encourages me to do things I never would have done. Like leaving the home or staying out late when I fearing my mom would get mad. He says that I'm an adult now and mom should really let go of the restictions. (Matt helped me with that too) He turned me on to the world of video games as a kids, and the Nintendo 64 was our favorite passtime. I wouldn't have imagined that I would like Linkin park or Blink-182 until Albert bought the CD. My brother had the courage I didn't have in myself. Its strange to think a little brother can do that. I remember him saying as a kid that he wanted a big brother instead of a sister like me. But its wasn't the opposite for me, I never wanted a younger or older sister. I like having a little brother. Even when he's angry storm cloud about my head, I never EVER wished for a better sibling than my little brother, Albert. I never wished for an extra sibling either. It would just ruin that whole family structure. Thank god my mom stopped having kids. I love my one and only brother.
---------------------- July 4,2008 - New Moon, Idaho and Pasco
So yeah, It's July fourth. Every year when I come to Pasco on July Fourth, we all watching the public fireworks out at the river. It's getting kind of boring to watch and very loud but I don't mind. Most of my July fourths are boring. But a vacation is a vacation. And I might be my last vacation since gas prices are going to be insane next year.
June 30 though July 2, We went to Idaho. First day in Idaho we went to this rock treasuring hunting thing. I didn't like it b/c it was SOO HOT, and finding small dark purple rocks takes a lot of work. After, we slept in a casino/hotel. I'm like ONE YEAR away from legally using on those machine (i actually wouldn't play anyways, but i like to be able to have a chance). And the hotel has a buffet and I kind of love/hate relationship with buffets. I love that I can eat what ever I want, but I hate that I get full too quickly. My mom hates that I eat too little in buffet since it cost 16 buck a person.
When we came back to Pasco, everything get kind of boring-ish but I did get to go the SONIC they have here. YAY, i don't have to go to Tracy! I bought strawberry&banana smoothie and a sonic burger. SOO GOOD.
Okay so thats my vacation in a nutshell. MAN, I'm really going to miss it here when we go back to California. :/
---------------------- June 21,2008 - Twilight
Oh and I heard about the Twilight movie coming out in December (6 more month GAH!!). Robert Pattison who plays "Edward Cullen" is totally hot. I recognized him from the Harry Potter movie. He's british and he's going to talking in an American accent. ---------------------- May 2,2008 - Purse Story ----------------------
April 13,2008 *sigh* I have so much
studying to do, I have a midterm this week, next week and a week after
that. I won't have time to go out until May 3rd. Man, that sucks.
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17,2006(never mind I don't feel like sharing anymore)
OMG I just saw my grandma in my house (rarely happens) and she told me to exercise because I was so fat. I'm so embarrassed.
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Oh yeah, I finally finished reading all three Twilight book and I'm waiting for the release of the fourth book. I jumped on the "tween" train and obsessed over a movie that hasn't came out. On neopets, I'm totally tried of every little tween talking about loving edward cullen or post "Edward vs. Jacob" threads. But I find myself talking to them. My graphics on twilight has gotten overboard. I can't make anything but twilight movie graphics. I started to read The Host by the same author, because I'm stuck in my house all summer and I have to wait for the 4th book. I've read the first 100 pages and it's BOOOORING. But people on iRead said it get better in the middle and end. Yeah I feel like return this book right away. Ok, done ranting in my blog slash diary. Thanks for reading you guys. *hugs* ^_^
So yesterday I told my little brother that he's been more mellow than usual. He joked about smoking weed but I was like "no it's not that". Even since he started having a girlfriend, Albert's been really nice to me. That hasn't happened in a long time. I mean Albert has been so mean to me as a brother for so long, I expected him to be grumpy all the time. He's only grumpy when I interrupt him during his online games but that also happens to me when my mom interrupts me during my toontown mode. However, now that he has a girlfriend, he says "sorry" and "thank you", he talks to me like a friend and not an enemy, he's a little more patient, etc. I used to kinda hate him because he's spoiled and mean.
I just finished "New Moon". I was expecting more Edward but at least I get to know Jacob Black. I can't wait to read "Ecilpse" because there's conflict between the vampires and werewolves. I love the ending of "New Moon", I'm so happy that Edward is back and still loves Bella. I want to read more of that in the next book. Okay, I blabbling like the fan girl I am. You know..Jacob Black reminds me of my family friend Nick, who I visited here in Pasco, WA. (they have dark-tan skin, tall and young, It just reminds me of Nick) I starting to talk about anything with him now, which is cool because we never get to do that in the pass vacations. Nick usually talks to my brother most of the time, but since my brother is always on the phone with his gf, he's talking to me. At least I someone to talk to that understands me and not like the little kids I'm always surrounded by when i come here (the kids are cool though; fun to talk and hang out with). Its like when Bella lost Edward and she needed a friend to talk to relieve that pain, you know? But it's kind of hard for me to hold a conversation b/c i run out of things to talk about. Seriously, I always draw blanks. Last night, Nick came to my room to talk and we talk for less than half an hour, I think. I just couldn't think of thing to chat about. DAM. So yeah, I need to get to know Nick and Elizabeth more. It's so weird I rarely get to personally to know them when I come here.
Second day and Third day we when to a indoor waterpark. The hotel is unbelievely nice. It has everything I wanted. They have desktop computer sitting around the hotel. I spent all night on the internet and there was a thunderstorm that night too. Its MINDBLOWING when I see rain during the middle of summer. Anyways, The waterpark was totally awesome! A lot more fun than raging water. Oh god, I'm going to miss those waterslides. We went to the waterpark twice (tuesday afternoon and wednesday early afternoon).
Man, I just got addicted to reading Twilight. My mom wanted me to read over the summer and every summer in the past, I never read and let my brain rot. I kept hearing for the people on the neopet forum talking about how good the Twilight series was. I decided why not try reading it. When I went to Border's, I felt embarrassed that I was picking up a teen book when I obviously should be reading classic books or something more advance. But I was really unmotivated to read so why not start on something easy. I'm surprised that the book's pretty thick but I noticed the lines more spaced out then the one I've seen on my textbooks. I was thinking, "so typical for teens books, I guess thats why it's so thick". I didn't start reading the book until a week later. It's really addicted because the romantic was so intense in the book. I felt I was having an orgasm reading through that whole book. It's that sexually to me. hehe. So Thursday I went to Border's to buy the Second book and I'm saving that for my long drive to "Washington state" (NOT washington dc).
That's sexy ^_^
OMG, finally a weekend where I'm not studying for the next big exam. I do have an english final next Saturday the 10th but i'll put off rereviewing the grammar rule until next time.
Oh and I LOST MY PURSE TODAY! I went on extreme PANIC MODE and asked random people of they have seen my purse. I know they hadn't seen my purse, its was my first reaction to my situation. So I went to a police officer at the MLK library to file a missing items report. I thanked him a hundred times for helping me and I kept blabbing about never seeing my purse ever again. Worst of all is I file the report when I have 10 minutes to get to class. So I got to class 12 mintues late. I didn't concentrate on anything my professor was saying. I was going to tell her that I couldn't print out my final draft of my paper but I decided to not bring her into my stupid situation. I just turned in my semi-edited draft which I spent 1:30am to finish. (dam my lazyness) I had an In-class essay today; since I was so focused on my missing purse which has my cellphone, my ipod, my seventy dollar of cash, and all my personal information, I produced a bunch of crap on my paper. After I left the class, I went back to the scene of the crime and asked people in the advising department offices if they have a lost and found. It wasn't until I got to the Psychology department office that I FINALLY FOUND MY PURSE! I thanks her a million times. She told me "you have to be careful next time". I just smiled. it was something I didn't expect someone to say to me after handing my lost purse. Someone in the department must have been really kind-hearted to put it in the lost and found. The weirdier thing is that I didn't cry through this whole crazyness. I am so relieved that my purse is back. I need to sleep, this day has been like a roller coaster of emotion. I wanted to do something nice so I gave a hobo, who asked from change, a dollar. I had to get my Karma back in order somehow.
I finally updated everything and I made a
wishlist page too. (tivonne had one so I thought why not I have) My
graphic page has mostly neopet lookups and banners i have made in the
past. My lj icon page has been updated with more of the icons I've made
in the past. I'll hand out my birthday invitations around the beginning
of May. I decided to invite Eliana too; I have to call her soon.
I hate Pirates of the Carribean now. So I made
a new layout. It's been two year since I touched this site. I won't
really update it though. I put up more of my graphic in the GRAFX
section.
As you can see i have updated this webbie with a new layout themed
Pirates of the Caribbean. Im really nervous about starting college in 2
days. I think im the earliest of my group of high school friends to
start this step. Some of my friends are excited and scared about
college too. But im really really scared and nervous and somehow not
ready for this. I have put so much effort to the process of this and im
just afraid. of what? Making friends and handling classes. When it came
to socializing, i guess i was ackward, i just cant keep a conversation
going. Im going to be a total loser. I need to someone there by my
side, yes im very dependent. College is suppose to be a time of
independences and i still feel like a child. Im on my own on everything
except paying for college and living at home. Jin must have it the
hardiest b/c she is living in a dorm and she is pretty much on her own.
Totally proud of her and i try to give her total confident for her big
step. Im going to miss her and i hope we meet again in the middle of
the year, all of us, the lunch bunch. Heck we can all eat lunch
together like old times. I hope she celebrates her b-day at home so we
can have a party, if not im going to send her gift straight to Davis.
On Tuesday im going to gave Matt my gift and i need to give Jin a gift
and one for Tivonne. Not sure about Nicole and Kara. oh well. Cant wait
to watch "Accepted" on Tuesday!! Reflecting on this summer, its been
fun, going to Great America twice,Watching movies -pirates of the
Caribbean, Ricky Bobby, and Accepted pretty soon-,Sneaking off to go
swimming, we went to the mall twice and matt wanted me to help choose
his outfits and that other time w/ Jin&Dorthy and i have the
picture to prove it in my scrapbook, and went to Raging Water on the
hottest day of the summer. I wanted to go to Washington so badly before
summer started but i have the most fun with my friends than with my
family, who always seem to ARGUE. I hope i never lose contact with
them, ever! I gotta go to bed, its 1 am, Love Ya!
Savvy?
man i havent updated in a while. I recently got obsess over PIRATES of
the CARIBBEAN!!! Finally got to watch the second one after vacation
with my friends Matt. Its was the best and loving
Captain Jack Sparrow! What can i say about my vacation, its gave me a
sunburn during camping and i was bored to death in canada on July 4th.
Its was nice being on the road though. Also nice to talk about neopets
to little 8 and 10 year old kids, lol. I learned one thing, if my
little brother is off the computer for so long, he will insult you like
fuck, take your self-esteem to the lowest part of the earth. It annoys
the hell out of me. My mom says i have to take care of this 14 year old
jackass, for god sakes he always need his mommy. My mom is annoying me
over financial aid or loan, i hate this college issue, its driving me
crazy. I also cant concrentrate on the driver's handbook, oh man i'll
never get that license. My little brother keeps taunting me that my
family friend Nick already has a permit. Who can blame me, my parents
are trying to save money and say its cheaper to not get a permit and
its true. Oh my SJSU orientation is coming up on July 20th and its so
weird that i have to stay overnight.
My birthday party was May
28 (my real b-day is May 26) and everyone says it was really fun. First
we went to the movies to watch "over the hedge". Next we went to
golfland and played golf and some of their arcade games. Then we went
home and celebrated with cake and present opening. We later played
monpoly and some played topple. Jin and Dorothy played "battleship".
and yea we all had fun! I have to photos I took in prints of 4x7. I
just haven't got to uploaded them.
My nursing Exam is getting me so frustrated. Im really really worried
about it now. Its this friday and im scared that I might freak out. I
also have the World Lit. Final to worried, which is on Thursday, and my
last test for Pre-cal tomorrow.
My saturday is so crammed, I'm going to Tivonne's b-day and VSA
banquet. GRRR!!! *tired*
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